What am I doing with my life?

Bila usia meningkat, semua benda kita start fikir. So, one of my friends asked me "what am I doing with my life here, Faz?". Kenapa dia tanya macam tu? Sebab her classmate dah kahwin. So, here is my opinion. Everything comes to your life is your rezeki. I know and understand her feelings bila kawan yang sebaya dengan kau ada yang dah kahwin, ada anak, ada yang dah ada kerja tetap, dah kaya, dah boleh ada semua benda yang kau tak ada but you need to think again. They maybe don't have what you have now. Mungkin mereka masih nak belajar tapi tak ada peluang so diorang kerja then, that's why diorang kaya. Yang dah kahwin, the time for them has come but not for us. Aku menulis bagi pihak yang ada thoughts "seronoknya dia dah kahwin wehh, kita sebaya kot." or "macam mana dia boleh kaya sedangkan aku broke sepanjang masa." Whatever it is, enjoy your life dude. What are you doing now is what you chose to do. If you are studying keep on studying, even though people keep on judging you. Because sometimes, ada je mulut orang bercakap asyik sambung study je bila nak ada duitnya? Bila nak kayanya? Hello! Excuse me, education is precious okay. Knowledge is something yang bukan semua orang boleh dapat macam duit. So, study buddies, don't give up. To those yang dah kahwin and mengeluh tak dapat anak, it is your time to enjoy your "dating life" version halal. Masa ni lah korang boleh pergi travel berdua tanpa serabut kepala otak fikirkan pasal anak. Masa ni lah korang tak payah nak fikir rasa rindu dekat anak. Bukanlah rasa rindu tu tak elok tapi you tak bolehlah nak betul-betul enjoy kan kalau dah rindu dengan anak, sedangkan aku yang pergi holiday tinggal kucing pun rindu. But to those yang ada ada awal, it is your rezeki. You gotta learn to be parents di usia yang muda and not everyone can do that. To those yang single, chill out babe. Ramai je orang single yang berjaya. You don't need a partner if you can be independent. If you tak boleh jadi independent means you gotta learn girl. Look, I had this conversation with my other friend and she said if you gotta be single for the rest of your life pun you still dapat nikmat yang orang dah kahwin tak dapat. What is it? berbakti to your parents. You can spend every single day and night with your parents. Yang dah kahwin, berbakti to your partner lah. Adil kan? The whole point is anything comes to your life, you gotta take it in a positive way. It is really hard to stay positive and I know that. At this time, I feel being positive and having good people around you is important. Bukannya aku tak pernah mengeluh but think back, why you chose this path. Jangan pedulikan negative things yang orang cakap, go on with your life and hit your goals. Setiap orang ada goals yang berbeza. Focus on your life. You are doing GREAT with your life. Nothing impossible if you are working on it. Don't give up. FAZLINI ISMAIL